A gradual control

Its been so long i haven't use facebook ,i feeling very exited.......it was the hardest decision i had ever taken ,i took a lot of effort of parents (obviously a physical effort :( )Now i'm trying to study hard , doing my every work on time , i'm fatty still and growing so i started playing a new game SOCCER a brilliant game suggested by my friend ,so cool sport , i daily drank milk as a order from my mom.....But i still love tea and coffee, its so tasty . So,i rejoin my last year class because i failed in Annual exam.....my best friend taken me at the verge of crying and boom my heart broken.......He is feeling so shame becaming a dude of me. I'm alone yet and i want to talk someone about my pain my feeling but i think its not a right time, sometimes i got physical stresses like "i don't know once i thought about fall out from my school building.oh my god i haven't use facebook i'm soo happy.........a very very bad wishes for facebook from me......they failed me.bye