Fun with guests children

Oh my god !My home once again full of guests. i don't know anyone except one.How unfortunate i'm there only 1 child to play with us.Well , whenever i thought about cousin's comes here in special occasion , we all play together at home,They train us their famous games they used to play with their friends mostly.i also share our interesting one,they never heard before , like Dum shararat,IPL(on note book), Treasure hunt (interesting one and liked by every one, in this,we hide chocklates, sweets,biscuits,special gifts and most needed is a chit with APPRIL FOOL and person have to find the things to won them. hahaha thats my child hood.etc .The most lovable game of is mine hide and seek,i played like mad with my brother,places are unbelievable under the beneath of car ,some one's friends home,Almost crazy.When my done is there,i said them all bye mom is calling.hahahaha,From when i were kid to till my only and only best friend is my brother.We don't like any outer,cause we take dad serious.

The best movement

Now, my day is going full of enjoy and happiness.....today i'm taking full advantage of my day......Reading like i never read before ;its interesting though.Doing my every work in different way, and yeah i'm describing you all my story i like crazy or else i don't know, you tell ??? All though , i want to schedule my whole day but now i thought , we capable to do alot more without it.Today is a special day for almost 4 or 5 lakhs of people , around the northern india and some other parts of india too. So, i got some guestes.But how sad i even don't know them. I'm alone in home from almost an hour.Dad gone for hearing spiritual words from our's master or Guru.Mom is near by our town at hospital , getting treatment of cancer after a long 8 or 10 hours in operation theatre.And i'm reading Physics so ,knowledgeable at the time at least.Thank God,i'm out of my pressure and not in volume or weight.hahaha So days going well and fit. I like this day & wow the day after world water day is lucky

Why i want to end the world?

i hate chemistry,physics and maths.Love programming but i haven't get any master yet for training of it.My dad is against or they won't have money or may be dad doesn't know about to how to set me in eligible stream............or else.i became lazy then my past, fatty then one of my fellow best friend and even forgot what is hard work, Pressure is high but not enough......i wanna die but when i see my mom dad in bad condition i not able and i also knew i don't have enough courage to die.I love my mom , like my dad and hate my friends who just only with me at good not in worst.Thats shamefull that i'm broken my privacy and secrets but i think there is no other way to slow down tensions. I don't have ideas , don't have anyone to share my privacy. Who understand my situation, when need help every one just giving advices and when advices are essential for me everyone ready for help.Strange na,God please end this world now, i will really thankfull to you or Solve my questions and condition.

Waiting for one

Every time i think about my future,my mind become blank ......than talks of teachers , my parents and especially my best friends revolve around my mind. It make me sick , it pressurise me as mentally but i'm not able to do anything still,its have like you're capability to do anything but you don't have a starter........The thoughts will hurt me deep ,such one thought i really pray to God please don't never let any one suffer in future.Sometimes i think why i born in this world,a world of just animals.Where emotions are only contracted in relatives , parents,lover , friends etc. WHY WHY.......why not unknown person behave like my fellow best friend....Till i haven't get any workable statement .help me and please take out of this condition ,i'm wishing to you all...never let anyone hurt , may be its your enemy........oh i remembered Mahatama Gandhi.Such a great person....i'm desperatly awaiting of a person who put me out from this worst situation.Shall the person will come ??????

Out of order

Werido , Creeper , creep me out .What does these slangs mean. Really to chat we need a Dictionary to understand , The girl doesn't trying to undertand me.i'm tired of chating ,yesterday i talked on facebook atleast 3 hour's because its my first day and Today only some minutes and got some words don't know what does it mean.........oh my good the internet carrier or system get some emotions of Human. AND now blaming on me like a human. Hahahahahaha i'm gonna mad......Don't mood in bloging. Good night. HAVE A NICE LIFE TO YOU ALL

Alone but Growing..........

Look at the tree , he is alone but growing as better then others. And in fresh environment then any other in the world. Now think about a beautiful couple loving them each other , not physically but through eyes , words And only little touch with hands. NOW thinks that one of them is you and other one is the person you loved more than any thing. HOW FEEL , wonderfull yeah i know, Feel more like a soft breeze is flowing in summer......it would be hot (= , And in flash police came there and arrest the male one , said that you kidnapped the girl by force.Heart broken na , yeah i'm telling my feeling , you feel na. SO congratulation you now know how we get pain in love with actually no pain. Feeling like you're in heaven , no one would able to stop you, resist you and even talk to you between you and your lover. AND you fly far far away to an unknown place to unknown........and get mixed up in universe and just loving each other.............

Facebook Chat

The most worst thing came on chat with me is when some stranger said you brother......Even you try hard to impress her.Why girls are so hard minded, don't have they a heart for a sweet boy like me.But on other side what they can do , lot of boys are around them , so they use their easiest way , just say brother. HA little funny , alot hurt . NICE BULLET for a girls.So today i talked atleast 5 to 10 girls only one of them say brother , NICE SCORE good Ankush.Some reply's one and gone away. ONLY one out 10 like me , unfortunately she has a boyfriend. Don't worry i didn't hurt them , now i start to entertain them , i was just checking is she is lying or fooling me because APRIL FOOL day are near.But she is so true said, i like them too much ........but who cares my feelings .From kidss to till i didn't get a true love. HOPE God are trying hard to make a girl for me.Or i'll die before. Thats actually depends upon how could i'm able to bear pain and how to get love from others..............

AFTER RESULT

Today, is the day of result. the worst day ever for me. The history day , the day i broke all my previous records.First time i failed in Annual exam.......As a human responsibility i blame on Facebook .But i know pass and fail is in my hand.but i over use Facebook instead.But now my game is not over but now my dad is in game with me not as partner. They fired many bullets of emotions especially mom helping them reload bullets in machine gun.Actually they are doing right. Now i'm waiting of dad to calm down.But every time dad try to put the fire away and fire starts slowly slowly down off ;my mom blow up air on it with extensively flame able fuel. thats dangerous.........so i lock up my self in toilet with some strong reason.I extremly feel shame when mom say all these things in front of my Brother.......My mom said to me "You did it wrong with us ,do you know you are playing with our respect , reputation, our money , with our feelings."The words really hurt .But what can i do ,nothing

Stupid

You know sometimes i think we are here for just time pass , every one do just stupid ,silly things daily including me and you. Atleast for me.......okay , Answer my QUESTION ? We know every one thinks there is another world after death. Hell or heaven or else. Something related to imagination or else ?.Is really GOD make us or elements......Too many question, i said it stupideness ,A cracked minded advice or thinking.We humans not able to stable at just one stage or thing. For instance , our desires.Does you think we humans are stupid ???? what we get nothing than just a feeling or something to share.......in actual we are just upgrading our versions towards others species, Now you think the writer is crazy. BUT who cares .....hahaha well if you read this you will really get confused. Thats what i want .......hahaha

FW: Rules and Regulations

CAUTION ! Before you start to reading my blog , you are informed that i'm not a good writer and speaker of english.So, be come with all your patience ,because it will help you to digest my words. ITS may so funny or little like fool.
Lets start with a special spicy rules:
rule 1>Don't judge my Language too quickly , its has a many secret things , if you get correct meaning behind it.
rule 2:Make a Letter for your beloved ones because there is risk of heart attack.
rule 3:Most important , I hardly recommmed .Make a Life insurance before you read.
rule 4:Don't get excited to read my rules.
rule 5:Don't skip any rule.
rule 6:take everything positive .okay okay. NOW thats enough i think. .............So i start with my next blog. Yipee i'm super excited about blogs.