Confessions

1.I was bullied infinite times ,when i was small being fatty
2.Even though i have many friends to say,but in actual i don't have one.Just to say mean ,friends shakes hands well to me ,but they never taken care of my any decision.They never ever try to give me a special place in their life.
3.[sports]I'm sad when selector choosing their team and i'm neglected irritatably.When any of their guy came late,they always choose him.And exploit me.
4.I Can't able to beat the best one.If i will(almost impossible) ,i still remains sad.This shows life without friend.
5.i have best friends but their is age difference problem.I always face it,in every step ,so can't meet them sometimes almost month.
6.THE Most biggest huge and a strange difficulty is ,i can't capable to control my anger.i sometimes i yelled at persons far big than me.

felt shame ,so no more.Its like i'm describing about a devil.(out of order)

A pretty day

Wow ! What a day . a full of suprises and enthusiasm.School went nice except second Period.Today i played three games basket ball ,football and badminton.its strange ! When i was small i like to play cricket only.What a dramatic change.......Got good conversations with ex classmates and my best friends ,i enjoyed almost every second of my speedy day except an minute i heard news about my best's injury ,he haven't go for doctor yet because of exams.its four days passed.i'm amazed he won't care of their injured Ankle.Today i don't have much to say ,i already said its a speedy day.Its fun but i all passage of minutes very fast. Extremly. Hahahaha Have a nice day to all and best wishes to exam attender.

11 May 2012 Friday evening

After long boring school time , i came at home ,Almost 15:15 ,i grab TV remote control. And begin watching. At 17:00 i wore shoes to play out football. Again my brother proved me he is my best friend ever,i asked him weather he want to join me ? And a answer came in sweet voice " anytime brother".First we attacked on basket ,then football and at last badminton,its 19:05 something and we are back home.My legs are became so painfull.....well,in deep asleep i got a beautiful dream .Thats strange ! I'm using kung fu against 4 or 5 unknown enemies in front of school girls.hahahaha ,who i told my friend at school bus ,They laughed too ! Because its not possible at all. Waiting to saturday ! Tomorrow may be fun because its a holiday.But i'm still missing many things a bunch of smiles,a drink of joy and a feel of oneness. At school , at home and when i'm alone.May be god made me to kept alone .who knows what God written in my future Book.Well,i hope for best along fun.

Eroding Heart

At school half time i realise that no one cares about me,while choosing basket ball team members ,i had been ignored so harshly, in a irritable manner.I feel bad because i play daily,never missed any practice.I protest front of all my classmates ,even they are close to me ,they don't want to take me in their team ! Well,somehow i got choosen ,start playing ,no one giving me a single pass.i blocked many opponent players and force them to took mistake.They did so but still no one cares, at last i lost control on anger and start yelling on my team.Match stopped,....every body start blaming on me,like you haven't call us for pass or he is more near the basket ball ring etc etc.Just at the time people going out of court with a pairs.After that 40 minutes of recess over and bell rung. And all gone,i'll march to classroom with revengly thoughts but on another hand i was so sad because 7 out 2's are once my best friend and were the good classmates.They went like i'm a dumb ,unrespected guy.

A gradual control

Its been so long i haven't use facebook ,i feeling very exited.......it was the hardest decision i had ever taken ,i took a lot of effort of parents (obviously a physical effort :( )Now i'm trying to study hard , doing my every work on time , i'm fatty still and growing so i started playing a new game SOCCER a brilliant game suggested by my friend ,so cool sport , i daily drank milk as a order from my mom.....But i still love tea and coffee, its so tasty . So,i rejoin my last year class because i failed in Annual exam.....my best friend taken me at the verge of crying and boom my heart broken.......He is feeling so shame becaming a dude of me. I'm alone yet and i want to talk someone about my pain my feeling but i think its not a right time, sometimes i got physical stresses like "i don't know once i thought about fall out from my school building.oh my god i haven't use facebook i'm soo happy.........a very very bad wishes for facebook from me......they failed me.bye

A gradual control

Its been so long i haven't use facebook ,i feeling very exited.......it was the hardest decision i had ever taken ,i took a lot of effort of parents (obviously a physical effort :( )Now i'm trying to study hard , doing my every work on time , i'm fatty still and growing so i started playing a new game SOCCER a brilliant game suggested by my friend ,so cool sport , i daily drank milk as a order from my mom.....But i still love tea and coffee, its so tasty . So,i rejoin my last year class because i failed in Annual exam.....my best friend taken me at the verge of crying and boom my heart broken.......He is feeling so shame becaming a dude of me. I'm alone yet and i want to talk someone about my pain my feeling but i think its not a right time, sometimes i got physical stresses like "i don't know once i thought about fall out from my school building.oh my god i haven't use facebook i'm soo happy.........a very very bad wishes for facebook from me......they failed me.bye