Waiting for one

Every time i think about my future,my mind become blank ......than talks of teachers , my parents and especially my best friends revolve around my mind. It make me sick , it pressurise me as mentally but i'm not able to do anything still,its have like you're capability to do anything but you don't have a starter........The thoughts will hurt me deep ,such one thought i really pray to God please don't never let any one suffer in future.Sometimes i think why i born in this world,a world of just animals.Where emotions are only contracted in relatives , parents,lover , friends etc. WHY WHY.......why not unknown person behave like my fellow best friend....Till i haven't get any workable statement .help me and please take out of this condition ,i'm wishing to you all...never let anyone hurt , may be its your enemy........oh i remembered Mahatama Gandhi.Such a great person....i'm desperatly awaiting of a person who put me out from this worst situation.Shall the person will come ??????